I love you more than you'll ever know

today sucked a hell lot.
i actually went to school thinking today was gonna be a great day.
stupid right.
and then i was like in a freaking good mood till damn english lesson.

wanna know how much i got for english test?
a effing, damn C!
i thought i would lose marks in my compre but i did quite well there and i lost my TEN OVER MARKS in summary.
canham marked only 5 points, and the rest was like IRRELEVANT.
what the hell lah!
i was trying not to cry in class lah.
but you try lah.
especially when the people surrounding you all got 30+, and 19 half for their summary. what the hell!

i already got 2 other Cs lah. i seriously dont need this one.
and english is not even my worst subject lah!
then like everything i get back recently is all C.
and then i wasnt feeling very good about it already lah,
then a few people werent even taking me seriously!
what the hell!!!

i am starting to hate this stupid person lah.
she was seriously irritating me in the courtyard today morning.
she's an indian.
i think everyone's racism is starting to wear on me.
i think she's freaking irritating lah, i dont know how someone stands her.
but you know what. just my damn luck, im working with her for something.

im freaking irritated too because holidays are starting
and that means you have to study like dont know what.
and there are so many movies i wanna watch, but cant because of exams.
f exams lah! what is the point and use of having exams anyway???